Wednesday, June 16, 2010

.... but not now

With Kashmiere, my pup at the lake
Yes! Each new day in suburbia brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep. We whisper them in the dark, teling ourselves we're happy.. or that he's happy.. that we can change.. change to adapt to the fact that we all have our own lives to live. We persuade ourselves we can live with our sins.. or that we can at the very least, live without him. Yes. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate, desperate hope that, come morning, it will all be true.

And yes! We are all searching for someone. (Let us not try to deceive ourselves to think otherwise.) That special person who will provide us what's missing in our lives. Someone who can offer companionship or assistance and on top of it all- Security. And sometimes if we search hard enough, we can find someone who provides us with all three. Yes... we are all searching for someone, and if we can't find them, we can only hope they find us. ;)

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