The Lake House

Do this for me and I might marry you.

Lately I've became pen-pals with a terrific speaker who came to my school -Thaddeus Lawrence!

This got to be THE MOST wise decision our school has ever made in the decade. I had to bring him up because I would like to express my gratitude as he's been such an inspiration with my lost and still unfound self-esteem. I need to, like he says "reject normalcy and mediocrity and live a life worth living:-)" Bucker up Hermione!

it all felt Surreal

This week I dare proclaim to be the finest week I've had in my nearly 2 years in JC.
Everything this week seems to get on so smoothly I can hardly believe it!

1. I came in first in the Jc2 girls 12X100m relay. My very first medal for running on the 12th of May 2010 =D
2. Tiring as it is, College day CO and violin/cello/bass rehearsals were foremost one of THE most enjoyable things I did
3. Just being able to spend some time playing random songs and forging memories I'll forver keep

After all that's said, there's the flip-side I'll guitlessly flood...
First of all, I'll just like to tell all the teachers who were abnormaly nice to me on college day "Thank You". Thank you all for allowing me the opportunity to finally fully comprehend the adjective "facade." I promise you, your examples were doubtlessly unparalleled by anyone I've seen till date!
To W, yours was... (finding the most appropriate word)- S E A M L E S S . You want us to contribute in reviving our cca. You want us to work hard for this. You want us to ensure the survival of this art. But let me tell you this, what you really want is for us to become a favourite of our headmaster you want us to resonate across the cca board so that you'll be able to finally assert your boasting rights. Above all, you want us to be "famous", but not too much least we be poached by other teachers or staff members. What're are we? Objects? Chips you can easily cash in?

You weave among us a sophisticated illusions, fed our hopes with disillusionment. Do you actually, niavely think this could all go unnoticed? That we're as blind as we're individually as we're in a group? You're popping out of your seams Mister and had probably already spun your last stunt.

To end off, be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.. that I'll aim not to~

where oh where is my fairytale scene?

apologies but too many of you guys have been getting under my skin for the past few days.

1. I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door when you're carrying a ton of instruments and a bunch of scores!
2. for goodness sake if i text you, its not that i thought my fingers needed some exercise-i expect a reply!
3. dont 'LOL' me, it sounds so patronizing.
4. curse and swear sparingly when the occasion calls for it. adopting it as your pet phrase only shows how uncouth you are.
5.presenting girls with the sweetest things wouldn't change a thing (at least for me) if you prove to be untrustworthy and one who can't keep to their words
6. Okay I know it's the 21st century and it's fair for ladies to confess to guys but still, there are dead shy ladies around (AHEM). It'd be nice if you could open your mouth first. Shy boys are really cute, if they've got the balls it's a major plus point. Shy boys who choose to forever keep their silence are depressingly tough to handle. Guys with no balls and huge egos are just, bye bye.
7. when you're the one that was wrong, admit it instead of trying to unearth 101 reasons to argue your way through! (can't say the same if your lady is unreasonable, tough)
8. don't make promises lightly, and if you made a promise, we expect you to keep to your word~ RELIGIOUSLY
9. forget about the cheesy pick-up lines like 'hey i'e got my library card and im checkin' you out.' its fun to say but a MAJOR turn off! its not even obscurely cute nor does that make you seem ike one wth a high IQ/EQ. i'll just weird you out with my infinitely scary glare.
10. know that there's no girl, not even one in this world whose identical. like it or not even though she's alot like some girl you used to know, they're not the same!

On a side note,
these few days have been sweatering hot and humid and stuffie and sticky man! i would strongly believe that i could fry sunny-side-ups on gravel grounds and have them burnt on the edges! XD