it's my fault

YOU SAID YOU'D ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.

BUT YOU'RE NOT

AND IT'S BECAUSE OF ME.....

To you who loved and care for me most I cannot save, I cannot help. All I did was watch your demise to nothingness to someone I can't recognize. I'm sorry I'm so weak, to be tougher... I tried. But I stayed strandled and tortured by the thoughts of better days, of childish days where I knew nothing and there's nothing I need to know more than my next day's homework and violin. The wound you left still fresh. And though people thought that I've gone mad, but after all these years... it seems I still have a tear to shed.